Yes.

I'm avoiding.

I don't wish to back to home and confront the problem.

I even appear offline to you.

You know or not I feel so hurt when I was doing that.

I just refuse to listen anything about it.

I have been enduring for 5 years by myself...

Is 5 years......not 5 days....

It's enough for me to bear so much of things.

I am not as strong as you perceive please.

Please please please......

I cannot stand anymore please...........

Why I am the one who need to face it by myself......

Anything that happen to me I can bear it, can keep it and just keep it...

Everything just back to 9years old when both of you send me to there.

I changed since that time...

I just want a very simple life.......

May I.........