A big mistekes!!

I used up whole night, sleepless to complete the manifesto until I skipped class. I am really happy until want to jump all the way when I was walking. What a good mood for today. I didn't read the booklet. I sent to wrong person. That means I am disqualified right now. I am too careless, last minute and didn't well prepared. Who can I blame for? Is myself. I feel want to kill myself so much why always being so careless. PLEASE!!! NO NEXT TIME!!!