lujia susan hule...
luyi hujing yumei ruyou wuyi husi jule...
luwo.....................
zuzou huba.....
juyou duduo quyuan lujiu zuzou duduo suyuan..................
luwo lizhen qude humei ruyou aixin huqing wuqu juli kubie fude aishi....
huhui dudao juqu huwo women huyi gujing kubu nushi quwo yimen kele.......
huyi kujing ruhui subu dadao suchong wuqian....
luwo huzhi lixiang suyao puyi kuge luwan huzheng lide kujia.....
juni suzai hana kuli........
kuwo lizhen sude lizhen sude juhen fudan buxin suni....
luwo hukuai subeng fukui aile............

Same issue

Last sem same issue happened.
It this so called as coincidentally?
The same issue occurred before the last subject that I'm going to sit.
I wish to end up exam now by not going back home.
Where should I go...
I had a terrible dream this afternoon.
It was just like a movie and it was so real.
The ending wasn't good so I never wrote it.
I can't focus.
I have 10 days to study by right.
Now left 4 days before the last subject ends.
The fact is I haven't started any chapter.
My mind is full of the issue I'm going to face when I get back.
If avoidance helps,
If ignorance helps,
I will feel much more better right now.
I am not emotional.
This is not regarding emotion anymore.
It's more than that which I couldn't face it.
Positive minded doesn't help.
Cheerful doesn't help.
Just let it be helps.
Human human human.
The most complicated creature that hardly to be understood.
Miscommunication causes misunderstanding.
I hope I can be the angel that beautify all the misunderstanding.
Let me complete my last subject prettily without any regret.
Time to push myself harder and harder.

-True fact: I wish to eat chocolate right now-

Bangkok-Next destination

If I have cash in hand I will go for bangkok once I finish my exam.
Tha-chang will be the place that I will defnitely go for it.
I don't care.
Pattaya also.
Floating market there with variety of food.
I watched running man and here they went.
No need much.
5000 baht is enough for me to eat :(
Money restricted everything.
Eating always is the way that let me feel happy.

-Bring me along if you wanted to go-

You want I bear how much for it?

I really don't wish to go back to face everyone of you.

It's a kind of mentally torture for me you know or not...........

Everything has changed.

You want I withstand for how long????

You expect what can I do for you???

I can't!!!

Why just can't live peacefully as before???

Tolerate so hard for you all??????

You all want everyone to spilt only know how to appreciate is it???

Please....

I really feel very helpless..

Don't everything just push to me......

I cannot withstand....

I cannot.....

Mentally torturing me.....

Forgive me for my selfishness.

It's too much for me.......

Just let me go....................

原点

三天的时间在尽情的享受。

明天就要开始拼了。

这三天太多的回忆了。

15号和wakakaka 去 alor star比赛。

虽然只得了优秀奖但主要的目的并不是奖项。

只是一起的日子。

也有不同的看法。

对我而言这事情没有对与错，看你的出发点在哪里。

简单的夜宵却很开心。

16号又去alor star。哈哈。

在车上拍照。

等红绿灯也拍照，鬼脸最会摆。哈哈。

午餐一起吃，笑个不停。

唱歌的时候表情一大堆。

走音的走音，傻的傻，喊的喊。

就是那种毫无束缚的唱出来。

一个字。爽！！！！

晚餐肉骨茶，坐了下来讲废的，有的没的。

闲话其实让大家更加的亲近。

也一次第一次看戏。

Madagascar 3。

不知觉的把各自的角色归类进了电影里面。

玩起了角色扮演。

在戏院里听见大家的笑声，是真的笑疯了。

感觉很真就对了。

疯狂的我们。

这是我大学生涯里最疯狂的一次。

去海边！

一起笑，一起演，一起乱喊，乱跳。

找对人疯狂也很重要。

一期吃早餐。

第一次那么多的一起。

这样越是令我不舍。

已经很努力让自己时常需要调试自己的心情。

一路走来说长不长，说短不短。

离别时不想对视。

总觉得回到原点的感觉很难受。。。

有人告诉我：“你们下个 sem 可能不会那么好了”

可能吧。。

专注力不同了。

焦点不一样了。

这种感觉我也不想说了。

有心维持没有什么是不可能的。

不要那么容易被影响。

有人问我：“为什么吧自己搞得那么累？”

我也质疑过自己，有这个必要？

当我想回去所有的过程，点点滴滴。

再累都值得。

这种感觉你没有体验过你不会感受到那份感动和激动。

玩够了，哭够了，笑够了，疯够了。

大家是时候回到原点了。

珍惜那些曾经用心交朋友的朋友吧。

-相识也是种缘分-

JE of CR term 2011/2012

The first and ever last gathering for CR department.

Initially I didn't plan to write anything about it but...

I saw an album with all the members' photo.

I saw a story inside.

It's a real story that draws the feeling out.

I can strongly feel the bonding and the touching moment they have gone through.

I feel like dropping tears by just looking at others' photo.

I always believe photo tells everything.

The separation isn't nice.

Who will like to have such a painful feeling?

Nobody likes.......

I can feel the bonding at our department but it's really really too late...

Everything is just came at the wrong timing.

I feel painful during the sharing session.

I have such a big regretful in my life.

We can be so good why it just came so late.

The most unaccepted thing for me is not failure but regretful.

I will remember the closest night that we had.

If let me start all over again I will choose you all as my teammates again.

I hope it can start all over again,

but I know I am just dreaming.

What I can do is for my term I wish for a very strong bonding.

I want every single one of us is just like a family or more than that.

I officially ended my role as...

Junior Executive of Corporate Relations term 2011/2012.

:'(

Spontaneous

Yesterday I did a crazy stuff.

I know it was irrational but just let me spend few hours to let myself settle down.

It's just come at a right timing that I seriously want to relieve.

I went for K.

It's a rush and not enough but be contented.

If K can help people to relieve I bet the world will be wonderful with all the smiling faces.

Fact is, it's just a temporary relaxation.

I know what to do and what to respond.

One whole night is more than enough for me to reflect myself.

Thanks for the person who by my side when I need.

Thanks for the person know what I'm thinking by just looking into my eyes.

Thanks for the person who makes me more understand myself.

No matter who you are and where it happened.

Your existence was a memory for me.

It will always be a happy memory for me that keeps deep down in my heart.

-Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away-